I had to chuckle when I saw this in my blog post history:
Clearly, I have had many ideas and thoughts but absolutely zero of them have come into fruition to be worthy enough to be published.
My little blog has certainly changed since I started it in 2006, you know, back when I was inspired by the likes of Perez Hilton and didn't have kids to complain about. It changed from American Idol recaps, to infertility to raising a baby to health and fitness to... nothing? Yikes.
I think that defines this place for me perfectly. A mixed bag of rant. A rant of all the things. This is LIFE. So what does this mean for its future? No more overthinking. No more trying to find a deeper purpose for my blog.
As I sort out my life as a mom, wife, friend, professional and everything else that life is going to choose to spit out at me, I need a place to let it all out. A place to cheer. A place to cry. A place to rant.
You will not find politics of any kind here, so if that is what you are looking for, look somewhere else.
You will find a wife who loves her husband and desperately wants more alone time with him.
You will find the mom of two kids - 1 neurotypical 8 year old with a genius level brain and teenage level behavior and 1 sweet-as-pie special needs 3 year old who has a brain disorder, hemimegalencephaly, who has turned our world upside down in some of the best and worst ways that a human could ever go through.
You will find a friend - or at least a friend who longs for her friends and wishes she had more time for them.
You will find a runner who hits the pavement for the better part of the year for reasons mostly unknown, but will tell herself it is for health & fitness but it is really her escape from reality. Perhaps even a form of punishment and torture?
You will find a working mom who has flip-flopped for 8 years whether or not to continue pursuing her career or being at home with her kids, but somehow continues to pursue the career. Tomorrow she'll want to be at home with her kids.
You will find a person just trying to pick her way through life. Will you join her?