Time to stop making excuses.
TIME TO GET MY GROOVE BACK!
No lie, coming back to work has not been easy. First and foremost, I miss my little girl more than I ever thought possible. In two weeks I already feel like I have missed so much and a measly 3 hours with her at night just doesn't feel like enough. I remember being sad with Jack, but this time feels very raw. Is it because I'm a seasoned mom and actually ENJOY my baby this time around (PPD free)? Is it because she is my last baby? I guess as I get back into being quite busy at work, I have less time to be sad, but still. I miss her sweet face every day.
|I miss her sweet, smiling face every day! (Just over 3 months here)|
|I tell him every day when I pick him up, "I missed you all day!" And I mean it.|
|I love that he adores his sister. Seeing them together is everything.|
I know the last time I posted I had started the Ripped in 30 program again. Yeah. That. Ha. It lasted about a week. My efforts are not completely lost though. With the help of my now recalled Fitbit Force, I was able to watch my activity levels in conjunction with my food intake. Despite my lack of movement, I have managed to lose 10 pounds in a month. That's not so bad! I do have Medifast to thank for that but I credit most of it to my rash inducing activity tracker. I have reported/participated in the Fitbit recall and am waiting for my refund check. Once I get it, I'll be in the market for a new tracker. As much as I want to remain Apple geeky and wait for their smartwatch announcement, I kind of want one now. I have my eye on the Basis- it's spendy, but techie cool.
|The Fitbit Rash. As if this isn't bad enough, this thing actually got worse. Blistered. Peeling. GROSS. It's no joke, if you own a Fitbit Force, please be careful.|
Importantly- I haven't stopped running! I am currently training for two 5k's in April and have my sights set on a 10k by the end of August! Here's my selfie marking my first official outdoor run of 2014. Come on Spring. GET HERE NOW!
Most importantly, I need to find a way to get back my motivation. Between the exhaustion of being a new mom, going back to work and getting the freaking norovirus which shut me down this week, I am having a tough time. A year ago I was fit, healthy and motivated- I need to find that girl again. I need to find balance between being a mom, my career and taking care of my body and the hardest part? Not feeling guilty.
So, yes. It is TIME for this girl (with the totally new chopped hair)-
to GET HER GROOVE BACK.