|Riding the Dino Train|
I am also beyond stressed out. Awhile ago, I had talked about making the decision to find a new job or become a SAHM. Since finding out that I would be unable to have more kids, I decided that I would continue to pursue my marketing career. While I have seriously enjoyed my current position for the last 5 years, it was time for me to move on. Working for a small company has its advantages, but career advancement is not typically one of them. I have verbally accepted a new job offer and what stresses me out is the limbo- the time between getting the offer, putting in your notice and getting the super official OK from the new company. I'm having those moments of "What if the offer falls through" moments and just trying to take a lot of deep breaths. Changing jobs is both exciting and scary. All you can do is trust your instincts and have faith that everything will work out for the best. More to come as I wait for the A-OK from my new company. Meanwhile, as I clean out my files, I have discovered I am closet hoarder. Why did I keep all this stuff??
I digress. Let's talk healthiness journey.
Over the weekend, there was no way I was going to be outside in the summer heat without a swimsuit on. I had bought a bikini a couple weeks ago on clearance (thinking if I absolutely hated it, it wouldn't be the end of the world if I never wore it). I put it on to go to the backyard and play in the kiddie pool with my kiddo, yet I covered up with shorts and a tank. I pulled off my tank and asked my husband, "Are all the neighbors going to think I'm icky wearing this bikini top?" He looked at me as if I were nuts and said, "You're kidding right? You look fantastic." So, I did my best to "own" my bikini. I kept my shorts on most of the time but I couldn't get it out of my head how self-conscious I still am. Regardless of how much weight I have lost or what size I am now wearing, that fat girl on the inside just will not leave me alone. I'm not sure if she ever will. Maybe, that is exactly what I need to keep the weight off for good this time.
This was a big week gang. After last week's epic 3.5 pound gain, I worked my BUTT off (literally). I lost FIVE POUNDS this week! I am at 152.5 with just 2.5 pounds to my goal of 150!!! I am of course beyond elated and proves that when you work the program, it'll work for you.
My goals this week:
- Daily workouts with 15 minutes of cardio per day and strength workouts 3x this week (Mon/Wed/Fri).
- STICK TO THE PROGRAM. 2.5 pounds left to lose? I got this.
I'm so excited for all of the exciting new things coming up in my life from my new career opportunity to my crazy skinny new body. So, hello, allow me to introduce myself. My name is Joanne and this is the new me.
What are you doing to stay motivated this week?
P.S. This is the OLD me from Dec 2011. Found this picture cleaning out my electronic files. Yikes.
|I'm in the white shirt on the bottom left.|
|Thought I should put up a current pic of me.|