April 24, 2012

National Infertility Awareness Week: Don't Ignore The Heartache


Don't Ignore The Heartache of Infertility.

When I heard that Resolve.org had a blog challenge on how to bring attention to infertility, I flip flopped on whether or not to participate. Let's face it. I have made more than my fair share of comments on the subject. I have gone through the stages of grief and feel as though I have finally come to the acceptance phase of my  infertility.

Why would I want to dredge this up again? Because it matters. Because there is hope. Because it is real. Because I'm tired of infertility being ignored.

My Miracle Baby: Jackson Robert
As I read back the posts during my early days of TTC, I am reminded of why I started this blog in the first place. I started it to rant about my issues getting pregnant. Rant about the people who got pregnant so easily. Rant about why this has to happen to someone like me. Rant about why infertility has to happen to anyone. Rant about how expensive the treatment is for a disease that affects 1 in 8 couples of reproductive age. My husband and I wanted to have a family right away and didn't waste any time in getting started. While I didn't think getting pregnant would be a piece of cake, I had NO idea how frustrating and heartbreaking it would be. We got pregnant quickly after just 5 months of trying, but it was a pregnancy that sadly ended in an early miscarriage. For the next 2.5 years we tried. Every month, the same empty pregnancy test. The same tears. The same frustrations. Not wanting to endure anymore infertility treatment, we started to come to terms that having a family may not be in the cards for us. In late January 2008, our prayers were answered: I was pregnant. Looking at how extensive my endometriosis is, we have no idea how or why we got pregnant. We don't ask questions anymore. We just thank God every day for Jackson Robert, our healthy little miracle. 3.5 years later, I still stare at my son in wonder. Despite Jack's adoration of little babies and my deep desire to have another, I was told in not so many words by my doctor: "You will not be able to get pregnant again."

Even though I have accepted my fate, I have not forgotten. I have not forgotten about the loss, the anguish and the heartbreak. I have not forgotten how expensive infertility is and not just emotionally, but the pocketbook as well. 6 years ago, I was lucky to have even a small amount of infertility coverage on my insurance. It was enough to get through the basic testing. Enough for a few rounds of Clomid. Enough for a couple rounds of HCG shots. Today, my infertility coverage is ZERO. My husband and I actually joked that if we won the MegaMillions lottery that we would finally be able to afford to have another child. We could hire a surrogate and even genetically engineer the perfect daughter (yes, I still dream of what it would be like to have a little girl). Guess what, we didn't win. Perhaps if we had caught the endo sooner... so many what ifs that are just too late.

Our Miracle Babies
I know I am not alone in my infertility battle and that makes me sad. It makes me sad that anyone else has to go though this agony. One of my dearest and oldest college friends has been beside me in the war against infertility. She suffers from PCOS and also requires expensive medical treatments in order to get pregnant. She has suffered multiple miscarriages. She miraculously was able to have one little boy, the same age as mine. It's like it was meant to be. Like me, she has had to accept that she will only ever have one child. We will forever have to explain to the world why- a question I dread. We both agree that our miracle babies are more than enough for us and WE ARE BLESSED. 



Deep in my heart, I really can't let go of the thought of having another miracle baby. It happened once, it can happen again. Right? My goal this year was to at a minimum stop taking birth control pills that I have been taking to control the spread of my endometriosis. I am hoping that my weight loss will have helped. PRAYING that my weight loss has helped. The pills have been nothing short of awful. Mood swings. Breakthrough bleeding (yeah... TMI. Sorry..). Last summer following an ovarian cyst rupture (caused by none other than endometriosis) I am now down an ovary as it had to be removed so I know my shot at getting pregnant is low. My ongoing endometriosis makes it even lower not to mention the ridiculously high risk of miscarriage (upwards of 60%). The odds are not in my favor, yet I still dream of it. I still get jealous when I hear of anyone being pregnant, but at the same time, I still want to hear all about it. Talk about mixed emotions.

For National Infertility Week I am not going to ignore my infertility. I won't hide. I'm going to scream to the world that it exists and tell everyone not to ignore it. I want to thank organizations such as Resolve.org for giving infertile couples hope that miracles do exist and for giving all of us who are infertile a voice to say THIS IS REAL and that other family planning options do exist. Is there something you can do? The answer is a resounding YES. Learn more about it. Support your friends that are suffering from infertility. Don't try and tell them you understand if you don't, so please make sure you educate yourself on the disease. Sometimes saying a simple "I'm sorry you have to endure this," is enough.

Lastly, if you've stuck with me this long, I want to take a moment to remember my angel baby who I lost 6 years ago. Dear baby bean: My heart will never forget and you are always in it little one. I know you are there to watch over my earth baby and keep him safe. I will see you in my dreams, angel. This song is for you:


Daughtry, "Gone Too Soon"

Today could have been the day
that you blow out your candles
make a wish as you close your eyes.
Today could have been the day
everybody was laughin'
instead I just sit here and cry.

Who would you be?
What would you look like
when you looked at me for the very first time?
Today could've been the next day of the rest of your life.

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you.
I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose
such a ray of light we never knew.
Gone too soon.

Would you have been president?
Or a painter, an author or sing like your mother.
One thing is evident,
would've given all I had
would've loved ya like no other.

Who would you be?
What would you look like?
Would you have my smile and her eyes?
Today could have been the next day of the rest of your life.

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you.
I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose
such a beautiful life we never knew.
Gone too soon. You were gone too soon, yeah.

32 comments:

  1. Thank you for sharing your story. (((HUGS)))

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      or view through his website and Contact him there: http://supersolutionhome.webs.com Call his phone number +2348074433380

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  7. After being in relationship with him for 3 years, he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that never believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I mailed the spell caster, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the fake ones out there. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, his email is email:( vovolaspellcast@yahoo.com ) or website: http://vovolaspellcast-com.webs.com/ you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or any other problem.

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  8. After being in relationship with him for 3 years, he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that never believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I mailed the spell caster, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the fake ones out there. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, his email is email:( vovolaspellcast@yahoo.com ) or website: http://vovolaspellcast-com.webs.com/ you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or any other problem.

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  9. An amazing testimony on a spell caster who brought my husband back to me.. My name is Olivia Phimzile,i live in Kansas,USA,and I'm happily married to a lovely and caring husband ,with two kids.A very big problem occurred in my family seven months ago,between me and my husband .so terrible that he took the case to court for a divorce.he said that he never wanted to stay with me again,and that he didn't love me anymore.So he packed out of the house and made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get him back,after much begging,but all to no avail.and he confirmed it that he has made his decision,and he never wanted to see me again. So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of mine who asked of my husband .So i explained every thing to him,so he told me that the only way i can get my husband back,is to visit a spell caster,because it has really worked for him too.So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow his advice. Then he gave me the email address of the spell caster whom he visited.{greatspellofsolutiontemple@gmail.com}. So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address he gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get my husband back the next day.What an amazing statement!! I never believed,so she spoke with me,and told me everything that i need to do. Then the next morning, So surprisingly, my husband who didn't call me for the past seven {7}months,gave me a call to inform me that he was coming back.So Amazing!! So that was how he came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and he apologized for his mistake,and for the pain he caused me and my children. Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster. So, i will advice you out there to kindly visit the same email greatspellofsolutiontemple@gmail.com,if you are in any condition like this,or you have any problem related to "bringing your ex back. So thanks to the Dr Tansia for bringing back my husband ,and brought great joy to my family once again. {greatspellofsolutiontemple@gmail.com}, Thanks

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  10. Hello i am Jacqueline Ashley ,from Canada, I am out here to spreed this good news to the entire world on how i got my ex lover back.I was going crazy when my lover left me for another girl last month,But when i meet a friend that introduce me to Dr Etiosa the great messenger to the oracle that he serve,I narrated my problem to Dr Etiosa about how my ex lover left me and also how i needed to get a job in a very big company.He only said to me that i have come to the right place were i will be getting my heart desire without any side effect.He told me what i need to do,After it was been done,In the next 2 days,My lover called me on the phone and was saying sorry for living me before now and also in the next one week after my lover called me to be pleading for forgiveness,I was called for interview in my desired company were i needed to work as the managing director..I am so happy and overwhelmed that i have to tell this to the entire world to contact Dr Etiosa at the following email address and get all your problem solve..No problem is too big for him to solve..Contact him direct on: DRETIOSA@YAHOO.COM and get your problems solve like me..

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  11. I want to share my true life story, and how i got help to save my life and my marriage firstly i want to thank a great man called Dr.fara. i was married for the past 8years looking for a baby badly and i have spend alot of money for medical description all to no avail until the 9years after loosing hope already and my husband has already made up his mind to marry another woman and it was like a big slap on my face one faithful day i was on the internet checking on what to do to get pregnant and i saw a testimony share by Marina johnson in Brooklyn NY, USA on how she got help to have a baby of her own today and she now live a happy life with his husband and she also pregnant again and i quickly contacted the email and phone number wrote which is drfaraspelltemple@gmail.com and +2348054265852 now am pregnant after doing what this man ask me to do and the instruction he gave to me, am now 7months pregnant after 8years of marriage am so so happy and if you are out there having this similar problem quickly contact him now for your help,he is a great man that have been casting spells with years of experience, he cast spells for different purposes like...

    (1)If you want your ex back.
    (2) herpes cure.
    (3)You want to be promoted in your office.
    (4)You want women/ men to run after you.
    (5)Hiv cure.
    (6)[Als disease cure.
    (7)You want to tie your husband/wife to be yours forever.
    (8)if you are not seeing your period he can also cure you.

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  12. GREAT THANKS TO DR. SAM THAT HELPED SAVED MY MARRIAGE AND HELPED ME GET PREGNANT.

    I'm Stephanie Williams from USA, for over 4 years now of my marriage i have been trying to get pregnant, this almost made my husband to divorce me because my mother in-law was planning to get him another girl, i was always crying everyday because my marital life way going down. My mother in-law made my husband believe that i was the cause of us being able to give birth, i was always crying, my heart was broken into pieces. My husband and I have been seeing a fertility specialist. We have done one IUI with no luck. My husband has a sperm count which goes up and down,the doctor has recommended him taking the Proxeed supplement which he is doing over 3 years with no change in the situation my husband who has low sperm count? It just seems to me that if the sperm are unable to fertilize the egg it will not matter how many are produced. I am was so confused until i contacted this powerful spell caster online who I saw a number of testimonies of how he has help so many of them so I sent DR. SAM a mail and I told him all my sorrows and pain he replied me and ask me not to cry any more that he will help, he sent me some instructions and caution, DR. SAM (the spell caster) performed the ritual rights and I bought some items to complete the rights and he told me to have sex with my husband within 2weeks of doing this I felt dizzy and I went to the doctor and it was confirm that I was pregnant thanks to DR. SAM spell temple now am a mother of a bouncing baby boy and joy has been restored to my marital life and am very happy, no more stress from my mother in-law. If any one needs such help don’t wait all life time to get help in getting pregnant contact DR. SAM now on his personal email : miraclefertilitysolutiontempl1@gmail.com or miraclefertilitysolutiontemple@yahoo.com or through his website: http://miraclefertilityso.wix.com/dr-sam
    You can also contact him through his mobile: +2348110496031. Contact him now for pregnancy spell and love spell to bring back your ex lover

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  13. Hello everyone, i am here to share my testimony on how i conceived my baby. i have been married to my husband for 12years without no issue.i had problems with my in-laws even my husband started to have new affairs aside our marriage. it was a very terrible thing to bear. i became a laughing stock among my pear, i prayed and fasted and nothing happened. i was now seen as always unhappy.i was even ready to pack out of my marital home and stay on my own because my husband was not given me any attention that i needed from him. i decided to focus on my job and try to live happy on my own. on this faithful day, i decided to check the internet for updates on healthy living and i came across a story of a woman called mercy, saying that Dr aza helped her to conceive a baby. i decided to give him a try because this has been my greatest problem in life. today i am a proud mother with a son. words will not be enough to explained what this man did for me.i am a happy mother,i know there is someone in same condition and you feel there is no way. i urge you to contact him. This is the solution to every single mother around the globe. distance is not a barrier, he will surely make your dreams come trough. contact him today via email: azaspellcaster@gmail.com you can call him or whats app his number +2348107155060

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  14. I am here to spread this good news to the entire world on how Dr. Ken of supersolutionhome1@gmail.com or supersolutionhom@yahoo.com helped me solve my infertility problem and i am so happy now that i am now a mother because for over 4 years i have been trying to get pregnant and needed help, i and my husband always go for medical check up and the doctor always say that the both of us are fine and i have no where else to get help from and all hope was almost lost until one day i visited a friend of mine and i told her what i was passing through and she introduce me to this great spell caster called Dr. Ken who helped her when she was in need of help, so i took a try to contact Dr. Ken through his email and i explain all my problem to him and after we have talked he perform an infertility spell for me and after that he told me what i should do, and i followed the instruction he gave and after that he instructed to sleep with my husband and also i followed the instruction and he said that the next week i should go for medical check up and the doctor confirmed that i was 4 months pregnant and i was so happy that all my sorrows were gone for ever, i am so very happy now and also you need any kind of help or the same line with mine, contact Dr. Ken on his email: supersolutionhome1@gmail.com or supersolutionhom@yahoo.com
    or view through his website and Contact him there: http://supersolutionhome.webs.com Call his phone number +2348074433380

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  15. I am so grateful to the great Dr Daniel for curing my herpes disease, 2 years ago i was having this infection that made me look so horrible, since i have been having this disease i have been in a complete agony weeping everyday, i have gone to several places trying to get a cure but nothing was change, i had to search for solution in the Internet, luckily i came across someone testimony on how Dr Daniel cured a woman from this terrible affection so i decided to contact him through his email address: drdanielspelltemple02@gmail.com i told him exactly how i was feeling and he assure me that he will help me to get cured from my disease, i believed him and obeyed all his instruction that he gave to me, afterwards he prepare a herbal herbs for me and when i received it and started using it just as he has promised me, i was cured totally within 3 weeks of usage,and he can also cure any type of disease.please help me Thank Dr Daniel for curing my herpes, you can contact him via drdanielspelltemple02@gmail.com,

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  16. Hi,i wonder why people still don't believe that roots and herbs are very essential and fruitful in different aspect,especially when you can't conceive and bear children. I am a living witness because i tried all i could to be pregnant but all to no avail,until i contacted Dr Natasha ,who gave me some roots and herbs and told me how to use it. I missed my menstrual flow within a short period of taking it,and the doctor confirmed that i am pregnant. I am very glad to tell the world that i am a mother of a bouncing baby boy,contact her now dont say because she is a lady she canthelp you no she can really help you contact her now for your own testimony Via : pregnancyherbs@gmail.com pregnancyherbs@gmail.com

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  17. Here priestEka we are here to make your dream of pregnancy and other related human diseases over in your life have a happy home. Wespecialise in helping people with their problems such as.
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  18. Hello to all my viewers am Jessica from USA I want to use this opportunity to thank Dr AZA who helped me in winning the sum of $1 million dollars ($1,000,000,). thank to Dr AZA for helping me to win the lottery.I have been playing the lottery for the past 5 years now and i have never won. Ever since then i have not been able to win and i was so upset and i need help to win the lottery. so i decided to go online and search for help,there i saw so many good testimonies about this Great spell caster called Dr AZA of how he have cast lucky spell lotto for people to win the lottery.I contacted him also and tell him i want to win a lottery, he cast a spell for me and i played and won (1,000,000,) $1 million dollars. I am so grateful to this man,just in-case you also need him to help you win,you can contact him through his email:, azaspellcaster@gmail.com or whatsApp his number +2348107155060 see more at http://azaspellcaster.wixsite.com/spell-caster

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  19. ARE YOU FINDING IT DIFFICULT TO CONCEIVE WORRY NO MORE BECAUSE DOCTOR NATASHA COLE IS HERE TO HELP YOU WITH HER HERBAL HERBS NOW DO TRY AND CONTACT HER AM A LEAVING TESTIMONY....

    I am singing with joy today because of what God has use Doctor Natasha to do in my life,can you believe i got pregnant at the age of 40 year,i have be looking for a baby of my own that will call me mother for the past 12years, i contacted some many people who try their best but there was no solution to my problem, but when i came in contact with Dr Natasha my story change from worst to the best,so many people think that i will never have a baby of my own,but when Dr Natasha gave me her powerful pregnancy herbs i became pregnant after taking it for just one week all i did for her was to get the herbs which she told me to get and now i have a child i could call my own,i am so happy, you can contact her via email >>> pregnancyherbs@gmail.com pregnancyherbs@gmail.com pregnancyherbs@gmail.com Her WhatSapp contact : +2347036879479 +2347036879479

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  20. I never believed in spell casting, but After 6 years of dating, I still imagine how Dr Aza brought my ex lover back to me in just 24 hour. No one could have ever made me believe that there is a real spell caster that really work. am sandra by name,I want to quickly tell the world that there is a real on line spell caster that is powerful and genuine, His name is Dr Aza, He helped me recently to reunite my relationship when my ex lover who left me, When i contacted Dr Aza he cast a love spell for me and my ex lover who said he doesn't have anything to do with me again, he called me and started begging me. he is back now with so much love and caring. today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster have the powers of bring lovers back. because i am now happy with my lover,and the most surprise,is that our love is very strong,every day is happiness and joy. and there is nothing like been with the man you love.i am so happy my love is back to me with the help of Dr.Aza if you have similar problem i will advice you to contact him ,he is there to help you and put a smile on your face. his email: azaspellcaster@gmail.com or you can whatsApp his line:+2348107155060 or see more at http://azaspellcaster.wixsite.com/spell-caster

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  21. Are you in need of help to solve your infertility problem or to get pregnant? contact Dr.climent scott solution home on this email ( drclimentscott@gmail.com ) I am jessica melissa from USA, I have been trying for 5years to get pregnant and needed help! i have Been going to the doctors but still nothing. The doctor said that me and my husband are fine and I don’t know where else to turn. Until one day my friend introduce me to this great herbal herbs med who helped her to get pregnant also Dr climent on his email (drclimentscott@gmail.com) after interaction with him he instructed me on what to do, after then i should have sex with the my husband And i did so, within the next one months i went for a check up and my doctor confirmed that i am 2weeks pregnant of two babies.i mean two babies I am so happy!! if you also need help to get pregnant i want you to please contact his email address: drclimentscott@gmail.com drclimentscott@gmail.com or His WhatsApp number

    1.Trying to get pregnant 2. Infection 3. Blockage from the fallopian Tube 4. Cyst from the ovaries 5. Unpleasant smell from the virginal 6. Irregular menstruation 7. Infertility for easy Conception.. 8. skin diseases, Toilet infection and bad body odor 9. Fibroid 10.HIV AIDS Etc.. Simply contact the Dr Scott on (drclimentscott@gmail.com ) to get his Herbal Medication to cure your disease and put yourself on a motherhood side of life.

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  22. Are you in need of help to solve your infertility problem or to get pregnant? contact Dr.climent scott solution home on this email ( drclimentscott@gmail.com ) I am jessica melissa from USA, I have been trying for 5years to get pregnant and needed help! i have Been going to the doctors but still nothing. The doctor said that me and my husband are fine and I don’t know where else to turn. Until one day my friend introduce me to this great herbal herbs med who helped her to get pregnant also Dr climent on his email (drclimentscott@gmail.com) after interaction with him he instructed me on what to do, after then i should have sex with the my husband And i did so, within the next one months i went for a check up and my doctor confirmed that i am 2weeks pregnant of two babies.i mean two babies I am so happy!! if you also need help to get pregnant i want you to please contact his email address: drclimentscott@gmail.com drclimentscott@gmail.com or His WhatsApp number

    1.Trying to get pregnant 2. Infection 3. Blockage from the fallopian Tube 4. Cyst from the ovaries 5. Unpleasant smell from the virginal 6. Irregular menstruation 7. Infertility for easy Conception.. 8. skin diseases, Toilet infection and bad body odor 9. Fibroid 10.HIV AIDS Etc.. Simply contact the Dr Scott on (drclimentscott@gmail.com ) to get his Herbal Medication to cure your disease and put yourself on a motherhood side of life.

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  23. Dr Jack cast a lottery spell for me and i won $2,000,000..Read my review and contact him now for your own lottery winning numbers.

    Words are not enough to express my profound gratitude for the wonderful thing that Dr. Jack did for me. Have anybody heard of this great spell caster who help to win Lottery and clear all your debts and buy your self a big house and car and also have a comfortable life living. His Lottery spell is wonders and work very fast. He help me to won a big money that change my life and my family. Recently i won $2,000,000 (TWO MILLIONS DOLLARS) It was a dream come true for me and my family. Your Lottery spell made wonders and miracles. Thank you so much sir for dedicating your time to cast the Lottery spell for me.I am extremely grateful for the Lottery spell you did for me. If you want to win lottery like me all you need to do is contact the voodoo spell caster that give me the rightful wiining numbers of the below email Okakagbespelltemple@yahoo.com or okakagbespelltemple@gmail.com call him +2348138289852

    Jeff Wolf and i am from United states

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  24. I won $2,000,000.00 All thanks to Dr Jakiki for the lottery spell you did for me....

    i saw a comment of Mccarthy on the internet saying that there is a voodoo doc who can help win the lottery with spiritual voodoo here in United States, The first question i ask my self was why will he say this on the internet!!! cause to me it was ridiculous to let people know about such secret. But i am a person who believe in magic and spiritual voodoo cause i have seen it work in my eye. all i could do was to give a try and i contacted him and truly i won TWO MILLION DOLLARS. I am now out of debts and experiencing the most amazing good luck with lottery after i won that huge amount of money. I cant give you money but i can show you,how to get money and this is the only way and secret i have ever since in my entire life Email him now Spellcasthome@yahoo.com or Spellcasthome@gmail.com

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