February 20, 2008

Pregnancy is Sexy

Okay, so I'm still pregnant! Yay! I will be 8 weeks as of tomorrow (or 7w2d depending on if you're going by my ovulation which overall just has me frustrated and annoyed).

So... here's my rant. I know, I know this blog has all been about my 2+ year struggle with infertility. On one of my communities which shall remain nameless, there was a fertile rant by a group of infertiles. They were annoyed by fertiles who complained about morning sickness. Now, I realize that I have waited and longed to have a baby since I married my husband. Even before that. I may have even said that I would praise the day that I started throwing up with morning sickness. Well, that day has arrived. I'm not throwing any parties. Don't get me wrong... I am still beyond thrilled to be having a baby. I know it is a miracle. I know it is the best thing to have happened to me. However, I still have to live my life! When you are sick and nauseous pretty much 24/7 it is extremely difficult to focus on your life responsibilities, i.e. my JOB, or even cleaning the house is about the last thing in the world I can even remotely tolerate doing. So, I'm sorry if I don't shut my trap in regards to whining about morning sickness. I wouldn't give up being pregnant for anything, but I'll admit, I said to myself "I cannot believe I did this to myself on purpose." My only hope to be able to keep my job is to pray and hope that it goes away in my 2nd trimester. Those of you who have m/s? You understand. I'm sure when it does go away, I'll be saying "Where did it go?"

Regardless... Morning sickness sucks and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

No comments:

Post a Comment

Yay! I welcome your comments!

Site Design by Designer Blogs